I feel great today!!
In short, I confront my mother who is kind of pretty much of the controller type and was trying to "convince" me to choose what she "thought" is "right", so I just were true to myself and told her "I will choose for myself and I don't care what you think", then she was even shouting at me and I told her about her behavior and guess what, she is now the victim because I made her angry, sorry but you're the one who can't even be aware about your shit, even told her she is learning nothing from meditation (at this point is obvious she does it to escape from her negativity and problems) but enough from that shit, I feel just fucking great, I can eat the world right now!! oh and I have to admit I was starting to get angry as well but just relaxed, at the end I was as if nothing happened, kind of feel bad about my father now (he was also kind of shitty before but at least he is learning about himself and his mistakes and correcting them).
In short, I confront my mother who is kind of pretty much of the controller type and was trying to "convince" me to choose what she "thought" is "right", so I just were true to myself and told her "I will choose for myself and I don't care what you think", then she was even shouting at me and I told her about her behavior and guess what, she is now the victim because I made her angry, sorry but you're the one who can't even be aware about your shit, even told her she is learning nothing from meditation (at this point is obvious she does it to escape from her negativity and problems) but enough from that shit, I feel just fucking great, I can eat the world right now!! oh and I have to admit I was starting to get angry as well but just relaxed, at the end I was as if nothing happened, kind of feel bad about my father now (he was also kind of shitty before but at least he is learning about himself and his mistakes and correcting them).
