04-10-2022, 07:53 PM
My body is pretty honest, don't like to do things I have no interest for so just try to shut down, depression did a good number on my life, choosing nothing I care for, now I just want to leave, the main issue is the same at that time, I don't seem to care about anything in particular, like I'm dead in life and that wouldn't be wrong at all, just sitting down and do nothing seems reasonable, why should I do anything in the first place? why should I care about what to do? these questions keep coming to me, it's not like a care that much about the external world, only about the things I enjoy the rest can go to hell, at least I no longer suffer about these things, just accept them.
