04-02-2022, 05:01 PM
Alot of things have pointed to issues with candida, and the cleanse helped those things. But I could also see how there could be emotional contributors to it.
One of the other symptoms is rashes in my beard and hair which had been pretty good, waking up today they were more noticable than in a while.
I'd think Candida would be classed as an infection, but the flare up could maybe be toxins from it as I know it also lets off toxins. When I do cleanse/detox type things these symptoms do usually flare up.
Anyway, interesting I had a dream last night with my ex and also my old housemate when I moved to the city. I woke up thinking about when I lived there and he was talking shit to me when she was there, I don't remember that coming up for a long time and I have no idea what issues it may have caused for me but obvously UH was hitting upon it, interesting.
But then this old sabotage I think I got from a dodgy hypnotist come up a little and was trying to fight against it. I had a few sessions with another hypnotist and now it seems to have less impact, but it's still there a little bit. When that happened I got pissed off and was like "what's the fucking point even trying if this always ruins everything?".
Felt the energy in parts of my body when I turned the audio on again last night, not as much and in not as many places. Though my shoulder and elbow I still felt it and it was bringing up some soreness and my elbow is a little sore today.
Was feeling kind of 'quiet' for a few hours this morning, now i'm feeling a little down and I don't know why.
Combined with a feeling of not knowing what to really do with myself. I've had 2 late nights so it'll be a relaxed day, but not much is appealing to me today after doing the things i'm meant to do for the day.
One of the other symptoms is rashes in my beard and hair which had been pretty good, waking up today they were more noticable than in a while.
I'd think Candida would be classed as an infection, but the flare up could maybe be toxins from it as I know it also lets off toxins. When I do cleanse/detox type things these symptoms do usually flare up.
Anyway, interesting I had a dream last night with my ex and also my old housemate when I moved to the city. I woke up thinking about when I lived there and he was talking shit to me when she was there, I don't remember that coming up for a long time and I have no idea what issues it may have caused for me but obvously UH was hitting upon it, interesting.
But then this old sabotage I think I got from a dodgy hypnotist come up a little and was trying to fight against it. I had a few sessions with another hypnotist and now it seems to have less impact, but it's still there a little bit. When that happened I got pissed off and was like "what's the fucking point even trying if this always ruins everything?".
Felt the energy in parts of my body when I turned the audio on again last night, not as much and in not as many places. Though my shoulder and elbow I still felt it and it was bringing up some soreness and my elbow is a little sore today.
Was feeling kind of 'quiet' for a few hours this morning, now i'm feeling a little down and I don't know why.
Combined with a feeling of not knowing what to really do with myself. I've had 2 late nights so it'll be a relaxed day, but not much is appealing to me today after doing the things i'm meant to do for the day.
