04-02-2022, 02:20 PM
I still feel some pain and numbness around the heart but it no longer trigger other symptoms as tiredness or dizzyness, which was usual, if my nose is not congested then is pain in the chest and the same in the other way, well at least I'm feeling better now, today I remembered I need to let go my emotions instead of being stiff all the time, and sometimes just laugh at my misfortunes and life in general, what if everything got no sense at all, what if I haven't accomplished anything, before I realize I will be dead as if nothing happened, I wonder if death feels similar to passing out, just nothing, in any case why should I even fear death, everything will become nothing and I wouldn't even realize, so I'm just going to live my life as I like.
