01-17-2022, 01:32 PM
stage 4 day xx
guys around me literally "dont see or talk to me" at all, wow, one of them just came near to me to talk, but most of them didn't even answered my question.
And some girls just very very kind, lovely to me, giving needles thanks, etc. One of assistans in university who I also think she is fine to me, waited to everyone go, to talk to me. But I am not smooth as I should be, I think my aura is radiating some kind of sexiness that makes some men jealous and some women like me.
I relapsed after 34 days of nofap, this time I wrote down all the patterns that I realized that takes my willpower. It is really interesting to see how our own mind can be manipulative when its comes to manage ourself.
guys around me literally "dont see or talk to me" at all, wow, one of them just came near to me to talk, but most of them didn't even answered my question.
And some girls just very very kind, lovely to me, giving needles thanks, etc. One of assistans in university who I also think she is fine to me, waited to everyone go, to talk to me. But I am not smooth as I should be, I think my aura is radiating some kind of sexiness that makes some men jealous and some women like me.
I relapsed after 34 days of nofap, this time I wrote down all the patterns that I realized that takes my willpower. It is really interesting to see how our own mind can be manipulative when its comes to manage ourself.
AM6-1(4.19)--AM6-2(11.19)--SE-5.5G--AM6-3(9.20)--SE 5.5G(3.21)--AM6-S7(6.21)--SM3-1(7.2021)--AM6-4(1.2022)
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
