12-29-2021, 08:57 PM
Feeling very depressed and emotional today. Things have not been going my way lately. Feeling a lot of pressure from various directions about finances and just my overall position in life. I'm just in a very vulnerable state right now. Even though my relationship ended months ago it still hurts to think that I have to start over from scratch again. Just the thought of it is emotionally draining. And I suppose I do have a fair amount of fear about catching feelings and having it go to waste again.
Sub effect wise, I don't want to talk about it before it's time
Sub effect wise, I don't want to talk about it before it's time