12-18-2021, 11:18 AM
After observing what has been happening since I started running this program, I have decided that it is time for me to stop. This program is a stealth multi-role fighter bomber that is so smooth that you don't realize how powerful it is, but it's steadily making changes to my mind, my body and my thinking that are going to achieve its goals no matter what I do to resist, and I can see that clearly now. I also see that it has been steadily and relatively rapidly overcoming my efforts at resistance to it.
This is the first DMSI I have ever had resistance to, and that resistance is 100% because this program is a critical threat to my LTR. Every tactic I have seen my subconscious use to defeat this thing has been overcome, overridden, sidestepped, or simply ignored. I can see very clearly that this is just a matter of time, and it will win.
All the wile, the transparency of this program is simply staggering. Mind blowing. By transparency I mean you really can't tell it's doing much because it triggers so little resistance, or whatever resistance is triggered is so low key from a conscious point of view, at least for me. It's like I'm not running anything, yet I see the results, even when I cannot feel myself projecting. This level of transparency is what I have been working towards for over a decade.
This morning, I decided to stop using this program because it is extremely clear to me that if I don't stop now, I will have one or more females make offers to me that I will not refuse. In spite of my relationship, the cooperative parts of me see no problem in doing whatever, and I can tell by how things are progressing and escalating that that is coming if I continue. So even though it hasn't been 2 cycles yet, it's time for me to stop while I still have this relationship. She's not perfect, but she is the best woman I have ever had a relationship with, a true and genuine gift. I'm not going to screw that up to get data you guys can provide more safely for me.
This morning, right after I decided to stop, I had something rather amusing happen. We always go to one particular restaurant to have breakfast on the weekends, as a little splurge. At this restaurant there are three women who work there as servers and one is a hostess/busser. One of the women is around 34 years old, and she is very sexually attractive, I'd say a solid 8. The busser is in high school still. Both of them responded.
The server was serving us, and she was very positive, cheery and upbeat today, in spite of having to deal with a full house. At one point did something she has never done before, which is that she lightly and intentionally touched my back with her hand as she was passing by. This is extraordinary because of three things:
First, we have known her for almost 4 years now, and she's never done this before.
Second, she's happily married.
Third, she is a lesbian, and married to a woman.
The busser is a cute girl of 17. She is usually friendly with us, but today she was cheery and happy as hell. Again, not normal for her when she's dealing with a full house. I didn't see any indication of sexual response, but her mood was vastly more positive than I have ever seen in those circumstances before.
Last night, GF took me out to dinner. While we were paying our bill, the cashier is a girl who turns 18 in a couple weeks. She has expressed interest in me in the past, but as far as I know, her interest is in how much I know and what I know. Last night, she went from pale white to deeply sex flushed about the face in under 3 minutes (fascinating to watch someone turn that shade of red so quickly) , and it seemed apparent that she wanted to escape by the time we finished. Normally she's very friendly, chatty, conversational and enjoys joking around with us. This was the first time she's encountered my AOSI, and will probably be the last.
Anyway, it's been an interesting run. Definitely sold me on creating DMSI for couples. But now it's time for me to shut down my experiment and let it bloom and fade and then go back to UMS v2 before I waste the last 5 months of effort. I have already seen it take a serious left turn.
Thanks for reading.
This is the first DMSI I have ever had resistance to, and that resistance is 100% because this program is a critical threat to my LTR. Every tactic I have seen my subconscious use to defeat this thing has been overcome, overridden, sidestepped, or simply ignored. I can see very clearly that this is just a matter of time, and it will win.
All the wile, the transparency of this program is simply staggering. Mind blowing. By transparency I mean you really can't tell it's doing much because it triggers so little resistance, or whatever resistance is triggered is so low key from a conscious point of view, at least for me. It's like I'm not running anything, yet I see the results, even when I cannot feel myself projecting. This level of transparency is what I have been working towards for over a decade.
This morning, I decided to stop using this program because it is extremely clear to me that if I don't stop now, I will have one or more females make offers to me that I will not refuse. In spite of my relationship, the cooperative parts of me see no problem in doing whatever, and I can tell by how things are progressing and escalating that that is coming if I continue. So even though it hasn't been 2 cycles yet, it's time for me to stop while I still have this relationship. She's not perfect, but she is the best woman I have ever had a relationship with, a true and genuine gift. I'm not going to screw that up to get data you guys can provide more safely for me.
This morning, right after I decided to stop, I had something rather amusing happen. We always go to one particular restaurant to have breakfast on the weekends, as a little splurge. At this restaurant there are three women who work there as servers and one is a hostess/busser. One of the women is around 34 years old, and she is very sexually attractive, I'd say a solid 8. The busser is in high school still. Both of them responded.
The server was serving us, and she was very positive, cheery and upbeat today, in spite of having to deal with a full house. At one point did something she has never done before, which is that she lightly and intentionally touched my back with her hand as she was passing by. This is extraordinary because of three things:
First, we have known her for almost 4 years now, and she's never done this before.
Second, she's happily married.
Third, she is a lesbian, and married to a woman.
The busser is a cute girl of 17. She is usually friendly with us, but today she was cheery and happy as hell. Again, not normal for her when she's dealing with a full house. I didn't see any indication of sexual response, but her mood was vastly more positive than I have ever seen in those circumstances before.
Last night, GF took me out to dinner. While we were paying our bill, the cashier is a girl who turns 18 in a couple weeks. She has expressed interest in me in the past, but as far as I know, her interest is in how much I know and what I know. Last night, she went from pale white to deeply sex flushed about the face in under 3 minutes (fascinating to watch someone turn that shade of red so quickly) , and it seemed apparent that she wanted to escape by the time we finished. Normally she's very friendly, chatty, conversational and enjoys joking around with us. This was the first time she's encountered my AOSI, and will probably be the last.
Anyway, it's been an interesting run. Definitely sold me on creating DMSI for couples. But now it's time for me to shut down my experiment and let it bloom and fade and then go back to UMS v2 before I waste the last 5 months of effort. I have already seen it take a serious left turn.
Thanks for reading.
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The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
