12-12-2021, 08:22 AM
Day 101; rest day 1; cycle 15
A bit of anxiety shortly after I posted the above entry. Seems my subconscious doesn't want my emotional defenses addressed, or what's buried deep to be healed.
Thing is, we need some degree of emotional defenses. Going around emotionally "naked" would be self-destructive. And it is that emotional nakedness that the subconscious fears and resists - if the one extreme, the hard defensive shell, goes away, the subconscious fears that there will be no healthy defenses.
Or, I'm off base in my thinking about this somewhere in the above.
A bit of anxiety shortly after I posted the above entry. Seems my subconscious doesn't want my emotional defenses addressed, or what's buried deep to be healed.
Thing is, we need some degree of emotional defenses. Going around emotionally "naked" would be self-destructive. And it is that emotional nakedness that the subconscious fears and resists - if the one extreme, the hard defensive shell, goes away, the subconscious fears that there will be no healthy defenses.
Or, I'm off base in my thinking about this somewhere in the above.
