12-02-2021, 11:15 AM
Fear is kicking in again, today my right ear is pretty tensed up, it even shrinks when snaping the fingers, and the feeling it gives me is the worst, it's not like when I feel anxiety, it makes me feel psysically bad as if I'm sick and it hurts in my ear when that happen, I trust everything is coming to an end, I'll just have to suffer in the meantime.