11-29-2021, 05:28 AM
Day 83 - 89; cycle 13
As far as running the sub goes, cycle 13 was a bust. I was on vacation, visiting family and friends, and made the decision not to attempt any loops.
As far as the stuff the sub has been helping me with, this week was a mix of pilgrimage and ordeal. I returned to the area where I received that major rejection. It was uncomfortable for the first couple of days, but I focused on the people we were there to see and the discomfort faded.
Had a couple of vivid dreams the last couple of nights. Night before last, I dreamed that I had taken on a volunteer leadership position in a civic organization. I have been involved with this organization for many years, but I have never held that role. Last night, I was dreaming about the video game I was playing before I went to bed. In the dream, the game had a limitation that it does not have when I am playing it. And neither the game, nor the dream, would go past that point.
Back to running the sub.
As far as running the sub goes, cycle 13 was a bust. I was on vacation, visiting family and friends, and made the decision not to attempt any loops.
As far as the stuff the sub has been helping me with, this week was a mix of pilgrimage and ordeal. I returned to the area where I received that major rejection. It was uncomfortable for the first couple of days, but I focused on the people we were there to see and the discomfort faded.
Had a couple of vivid dreams the last couple of nights. Night before last, I dreamed that I had taken on a volunteer leadership position in a civic organization. I have been involved with this organization for many years, but I have never held that role. Last night, I was dreaming about the video game I was playing before I went to bed. In the dream, the game had a limitation that it does not have when I am playing it. And neither the game, nor the dream, would go past that point.
Back to running the sub.
