11-23-2021, 11:46 AM
stage 2 day 31
very increased sex drive, dm'd a girl from past who I picked up in a class successfully and she still responding positive even I ghosted her 2 times back then.
When you act like alpha to a girl when first meet, what I see is whatever you do, she will still likes you. Anyway I dm'd girl and talked a bit, now I intend to date her idk if that'll happen, gotta see her attitude also.
Girls around is really showing close interest, they dont approach exactly but,i they try to initiate some talk, idk if this is sexual, but they are very friendly and smiling, I am not used to feel like that, so this is a serious progress for me.
Also I talk more to people around me, they also men and women both, talking to me really nice and friendly. This kind of alphaness better than AM's mood. I can feel I am now one of them, I mean social anxiety going down when talking to people.
Nofap day 30
finally hit that one month mark on nofap. Like I say I am completely removing this pmo shit from my life
Effects so far:
More energetic,
Brain fog (not knowing what to do and general emptiness) decreased to very low levels.
Shame, feeling guilty faded,
some other things and, I believe when I do pmo, there was an image on my face, that "fapper-coomer" face gone.
Emotions, feeling feels more real, fresh.
Seeing women as objects so freezing when talking to them, is faded.
Maybe this effects because of SM3, idk but combining them is really refreshing in my life.
very increased sex drive, dm'd a girl from past who I picked up in a class successfully and she still responding positive even I ghosted her 2 times back then.
When you act like alpha to a girl when first meet, what I see is whatever you do, she will still likes you. Anyway I dm'd girl and talked a bit, now I intend to date her idk if that'll happen, gotta see her attitude also.
Girls around is really showing close interest, they dont approach exactly but,i they try to initiate some talk, idk if this is sexual, but they are very friendly and smiling, I am not used to feel like that, so this is a serious progress for me.
Also I talk more to people around me, they also men and women both, talking to me really nice and friendly. This kind of alphaness better than AM's mood. I can feel I am now one of them, I mean social anxiety going down when talking to people.
Nofap day 30
finally hit that one month mark on nofap. Like I say I am completely removing this pmo shit from my life
Effects so far:
More energetic,
Brain fog (not knowing what to do and general emptiness) decreased to very low levels.
Shame, feeling guilty faded,
some other things and, I believe when I do pmo, there was an image on my face, that "fapper-coomer" face gone.
Emotions, feeling feels more real, fresh.
Seeing women as objects so freezing when talking to them, is faded.
Maybe this effects because of SM3, idk but combining them is really refreshing in my life.
AM6-1(4.19)--AM6-2(11.19)--SE-5.5G--AM6-3(9.20)--SE 5.5G(3.21)--AM6-S7(6.21)--SM3-1(7.2021)--AM6-4(1.2022)
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
