11-14-2021, 12:29 PM
I'm very pleased to announce that finally after who knows how many years I was able to face my biggest fear and returning unscathed, the sensation was pretty bad though, usually I start feeling an anxiety attack and then my mind goes wild thinking I'm gonna die, then my head feels pretty hot, my heartbeats go crazy, I feel pain in my chest, until I faint or resist it long enough to calm down but this time I didn't resist and remained calm instead of thinking the worst, and I was able to let the emotion be, and curiously didn't faint, guess it was due to being calm.
This a great moment and I'll make sure to remember it for my entire life.
This a great moment and I'll make sure to remember it for my entire life.