11-09-2021, 06:41 AM
First update, decided to do some more loops overnight while sleeping. The sub is definitely doing something.
I'm really feeling fragile emotionally. The hurt and betrayal I'm feeling from the breakup is still there and about a week ago it really came back up after finding out some things.
I take a long time to get over things. I know I only just started the sub but I'm not feeling too great at the moment. I did have some dreams last night with people who I hope to never see again in my life. A lot of negative emotions right now.
I'm really feeling fragile emotionally. The hurt and betrayal I'm feeling from the breakup is still there and about a week ago it really came back up after finding out some things.
I take a long time to get over things. I know I only just started the sub but I'm not feeling too great at the moment. I did have some dreams last night with people who I hope to never see again in my life. A lot of negative emotions right now.
