Journal | Laser Focus & Concentration (5.75g - Type A/B/C/D Hybrid)

[Reznik]

Day 4

All Day
Nothing really obvious to notice today. Nothing jumps out. I have noticed that I stop looking at the clock so much. I used to do a time check every 10 minutes and moan about how only 10 mins has passed! Now I'm looking at the clock and thinking; "wow! it's already been an hour?" For example, today I watched a training course on Windows 11 and stayed on it through the whole 2 hour course and even if it was about 30 small length videos. Even the subtitles didn't effect me. I completely tuned them out which I know for a fact wasn't possible before this program. They would have driven me crazy!

Last night I told my laptop not to sleep until after the 4 loops. I woke up around 2 and could still hear the trickling stream. I checked the webpage there was 5 mins left of the 4th loop so I was happy. Did have a difficult time falling back to sleep but when I did, I did have really strange dreams again. I always take that as a good sign, as I believe that dreams are the subconscious minds way of processing things. Like a "here's what I'm working on" presentation for the conscious mind. And they are nonsense and bizarre because that's the realm of the subconscious. It's illogical and emotional but it's a sneaky bugger because its prime directive is keeping us safe even if it's the opposite of what we consciously want. So trusting in the scripts to do the job. And I continue to feel like the time of being able to have zero thought is increasing. Like the three ring circus that normally plays isn't so distracting and also I feel less like I constantly need to be narrating something to someone in my brain.