Journal | Laser Focus & Concentration (5.75g - Type A/B/C/D Hybrid)

[Reznik]

Day 2

Morning
Haven’t listened to any loops yet today. I’m going to take Shannon's advice and set up a way to listen to it an hour after I fall asleep. Still working out the logistics of how to make that happen. We’ll see how it plays out during the day as for the delay between loops. I still feel like I have a lot of things I want to do, and not sure what order to do them in, like a three ring circus playing in my brain, but I feel like I could sit down and at least stay focused on doing one of the things for some time. To feel like I could really sit and do something for an hour or two is completely foreign to me! It’s a feat just sitting down and being focused into writing this without my mind going all over the place is a big deal. Can it be that this is what it’s like to be “normal” instead of a neurological divergence?

Late Morning
I've been all over the place as far as activities goes, but the big difference is that I've been getting stuff done! Normally I'm hopping around different projects or things but never really finishing any of them before I get bored and move on to something else. Now I'm focused on the one thing all the way to completion and then move on to something else. It's really different!