Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5

[Johannesbrst]

I used it for 4 loops & I swear there are times now where I notice it being bigger girth & harder erection, it could also be because my diet is really good now, but I do notice it's bigger then it was 8 months ago, I want to use it longer but I can't commit to that time, plus I feel confident in myself already that even though m only average size length, it's never been an issue for my past girlfriends, it's not all about size but how you use it & how passionate you are in bed.

I more so want a bigger size because it will feel tighter for me, of course it would be nice to be like 8 inches or 7 but its not the end of the world, I feel like focusing on my mind and health being stronger using Dmsi, Nslw , umv2 or OF is more worth it for me at this time in my life

How many subs are you using currently?

I only used ME for one day , but I've been teethering back & forth between Aura of Love & OF, there will be times when I feel OF is fading away but after a couple loops I feel good again, it's confusing , I'm not sure what to do at this point because I love the feeling aura of love gives me , & I love the feeling OF has. Perhaps aura of love & OF should be combined as loving yourself probably helps overcome fears. 

There is insane synergy between these two programs.
An amazing combination.

Personally I think It would be a brilliant idea to build a combo sub of these two programs, the feeling of fear reduction plus self love is amazing. I think allot of people would be interested in something like this.

I also think it would help with the issue ive noticed with OF of people fearing me or becoming uncomfortable in my presence , I was losing friends because of it & not getting invited out. As soon as I did Aura of Love I immediately was able to repair those relationships.

I feel like it's not normal to become this fearless , aura of love takes the edge off & makes its so that you still have likeablity. 

I definitely felt like I was too intimidating to people.

But don't get me wrong it helped me in other aspects like in my business I was killing it!!
& I don't regret doing it , it's changed my life, for the better, I just don't like that people are intimidated.

Perhaps OF was helping you to overcome the fear of "loosing" friends. Friends that leave you if you don't go out with constantly shouldn't be considered friends. 


I'm saying what Shannon probably will - stick with something and stay with it for the recommended time. Otherwise you are just setting yourself up to be stick in a "I between land" for indefinite time.

No I don't think you understand what I am saying, my friends no longer wanted me to invite me to parties , or spend time with them because I was intimidating them
& Yes I agree you should listen to Shannon's suggestions

If I would take a guess they perceived you as intimidating due to that OF brought up your shadow (read jung if you want to know more about this) and tried to get you to integrate it. But you are afraid of dealing with that part of yourself so you try to patch it over with the aura of love. 

Still it's an interesting idea to combine to two, perhaps it could make the integration easier with less effect on people around us.