10-07-2021, 02:45 AM
Day 79, still having issues waking up in the middle of the night. I used to be a really sound sleeper. Going to push though this weekend with lots of exposure. I just saw the awesome news about DMSI coming in the near future. I've been waiting for this sub for a long time and don't think I will be able to avoid the temptation of switching at some point. This area of my life seems to be my weakest at this point. I constantly have depressing/negative thoughts running through my head about my lack of sexual and social value. I think I can have a breakthrough with the new tech and get back on track.
Sub history approximate total usage in months: ASC 5G -2.5 / EPRHA 5G - 3 / LTU 5G – 9 / AM 5G – 13 / E2 5.5G – 15 / DMSI 5.5G – 4 / LTU 5.5G – 11 / UMS 5.75G – 3 / OF V2 5.75G - 1.5 / E4 5.75G - 9.25 / OF V3 5.75G - Current
