Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5

[Raykon]

[quote="Raykon" pid='249474' dateline='1632539469']
Hey hope all is well , I was wondering what is going on with the production of Natural Song & Lyric Writing, I've been eagerly waiting for it for 3 or 4 years now & have been told on 1 or 2 occasions thats it's coming up in line ,

I'm really upset to be honest & disappointed because I'm starting to feel like it's never coming , & it's going to impact my life in a massive negstive way if that's the case. I don't feel the TID anymore.

I've been a user of subliminals for over 7 years now & from what I know if you Shannon it doesn't seem like you would be the type of person to not follow through with your word. I know this may not seem like the most short term profitable subliminal to make, but I ask you to please consider my feelings & dreams , & to please make it as soon as you're able too. 3-4 years is a long time to be waiting for a subliminal & you have no idea how important & profound of a impact it will have on my life. I've tried reaching out this a couple times & have been ingnored, i will be devasted if I'm ignored again & it doesn't end up happening.

This is life altering for me. I have allot of love for you & everything you've done for my growth , please don't let me down I am begging you.

Raykon, a few things to think about with this.

When Shannon had told you that there was still quite a few things on his list and he's had to build things like UMS v2, OF V3, currently DMSI which was on the list before natural song & lyric writing.. plus it took 3-4 weeks just to build OF v3 so it's not an instant thing. It's not like Shannon has a small list of things to build.

But in saying that, the middle part of your post comes across as an attempt to be very manipulative and to gaslight Shannon into instantly building a program just for you basically.. and if not 'your life is ruined and it's all Shannon's fault. Plus seeing that he has written long replies to you about it doesn't count as being ignored.

'm not trying to be manipulative, Its just been a really long time that ive been told it's coming up in the near future, then many months will go by & Im left wondering if it will happen. Its been years I've been waiting patiently. I don't like the feeling of not knowing if it's going to happen or not at this point it feels like there will always be something more important for him to build as he is working on allot of great subliminals , yes he's responded to me many times but the last 3 times I've made a post in my own journal I haven't got a response. 

Shannon has done allot for me & for his customers & I am grateful & will always be grateful but I do believe i have the right to be upset right now.

I'm sure if you were in my shoes & you're biggest ambition & chance of success in it may depend on this subliminal being built or not you would also be frustrated & upset being left not knowing. 

There is allot of stress not knowing. It's always on the back of my mind.

I'm sorry if I sound manipulative, I  just wanted him to know how much it means to me. I don't like to post on this public journal I didn't want too but I wanted to make sure he sees it & I felt I wouldn't get a response on my own journal or it may go unnoticed. the right thing to would have been to message Ben & try and have him forward it. Sorry I will be more considerate in the future.

I would like to add my 2 cents respectively. I'm not sure when you started feeling this but is the fact you feel what you feel possibly from you stopping OF and switching subs? You may have been experiencing the freedom from fear that caused you to believe you had TID from NSLW when it was just OF allowing you to use your own skill to the fullest. 

It's just my opinion so feel free to discard it if it doesn't make sense or seem like that is what is happening.

I've been back on OF , I do strongly believe that I have been experiencing TID because I made a major jump in levels of creativity , the uniqueness of my flows & the levels of poetry I came up with, I would come up with extremely complex poetry spontaneously In my freestyles. The different was very profound & happened almost overnight & on two occasions died completely as if the plan to make NSLW was cancelled or post pone , (that's what it felt like) I felt like my skill was immediately taken away from me& it was a terrible feeling, I went back to how I was in the past where it took time to come uow rih music & it wasn't that good. 

My singing voice also went from absolute trash to quite good. Being able to hit notes properly for the first time. 

It started when I was on overcome fear v1 , 2 months into it.. I went from having extreme difficulty coming up with good poetry & flows, to being able to come up with much better music, in a much shorter amount of time with more complex poetry & flows. 

If it was just overcome fear & not TID that would be amazing & I hope that is the case. I think the results I have been getting can be attributed to both programs.

As I have noticed the fear reduction help with my anxietys. 

But yeah I've been rapping for 5 years , religiously & the jump was dramatic. Maybe you are right , that would be good news because once NSLW does come out that would mean an even bigger jump in my abilities. 

I do believe it was TID though, I am very intuitive & the feeling just felt like I was on a subliminal that improved every aspect of my song writing & ability. 

Writing came with ease , with almost no effort I was coming up with complex poetry & bars with ease. All my friends went from having no faith in me ever being successful, to seeing my potential, my family too

.maybe because I was mixing aura of love and overcome fear recently for a few days going back and forth that caused my brain to have trouble thinking & that's affected my freestyle / rapping ability. 

The reason. I went back to overcome fear is because I remember Shannon saying to finish I believe six months or 8 months, so i figured it'd best to stick to instructions. 


I plan on using Nslw as soon as it comes out.