09-25-2021, 06:41 AM
stage 1 day 4
today I slept 11 hours still got a headache,
Last night dream was about an ex of mine, 4-5 months ago we were talking on the phone again but she was in another city so we never make it. things didn't get sexual because of me. Last night she was on my dream and I was loving her so much like really, I have never felt anything like that before in my life, there was always some suspicion, some feeling not-deserved, or the idea of it will never work etiher so dont need to try to (or act on) make things work.
In dream I never thought is will finish or not work out, or I dont deserved etc. I just was living in the moment. I guess this attitude is the best way to live.
today I slept 11 hours still got a headache,
Last night dream was about an ex of mine, 4-5 months ago we were talking on the phone again but she was in another city so we never make it. things didn't get sexual because of me. Last night she was on my dream and I was loving her so much like really, I have never felt anything like that before in my life, there was always some suspicion, some feeling not-deserved, or the idea of it will never work etiher so dont need to try to (or act on) make things work.
In dream I never thought is will finish or not work out, or I dont deserved etc. I just was living in the moment. I guess this attitude is the best way to live.
AM6-1(4.19)--AM6-2(11.19)--SE-5.5G--AM6-3(9.20)--SE 5.5G(3.21)--AM6-S7(6.21)--SM3-1(7.2021)--AM6-4(1.2022)
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
"To be able to shape your future, you have to be WILLING and ABLE to CHANGE YOUR PARADIGM." - Joel Barker
