09-07-2021, 02:23 PM
Day 49, I remember reading a book that was about human consciousness. Like most books in this genre they address the use of psychedelic drugs at some point. However, the author states that psychedelic drugs don’t calibrate at a high level of consciousness, in fact they calibrate at the same level as a vegetable. However, upon consumption they have the ability to drown out all the thoughts in your mind that come from lower levels of consciousness. Thus allowing you to experience higher levels of being temporarily. Some of these thoughts would obviously be the ones that come from fear. In my early twenties I had a bit of an issue with partying and substance abuse. I found that certain drugs allowed me to accomplish things that I normally couldn’t, particularly in social situations. In a way, the fear removal module seems to be accomplishing this in a healthier and hopefully more sustainable way. I hope I can continue to grow and evolve into a way that allows me to experience life to its fullest.
Sub history approximate total usage in months: ASC 5G -2.5 / EPRHA 5G - 3 / LTU 5G – 9 / AM 5G – 13 / E2 5.5G – 15 / DMSI 5.5G – 4 / LTU 5.5G – 11 / UMS 5.75G – 3 / OF V2 5.75G - 1.5 / E4 5.75G - 9.25 / OF V3 5.75G - Current