09-06-2021, 06:25 AM
Day 5; rest day 2; cycle 1
Headaches same.
A bit restless early, slept soundly after. No dreams remembered.
No significant tic events.
Speculation is tempting for me. But there's a lifetime of stuff, some of which I might otherwise think I've dealt with. And I'm OK with that. I want healed whatever needs to be healed, whether I realize it or not.
All that stuff shaped me - emphasis on past tense. There's no good in carrying the debris. I plan to build myself better. And I need to clear the debris before I work on strengthening the foundation. After that, build. It's a lifetime project.
Headaches same.
A bit restless early, slept soundly after. No dreams remembered.
No significant tic events.
(09-05-2021, 11:43 AM)CatMan Wrote:(09-05-2021, 11:08 AM)ReconGunner Wrote: Yeah, that's a big one. Looks like E5 took me through a sticking point that I couldn't get past on my own. Wonder what else is gonna get unstuck and dealt with?
Fantastic progress, and so early for such a big result. Congrats!
You will be AMAZED with the stuff that it will dig up and deal with during this process. Many times it will be people or situations you may not have consciously thought of in years, or decades.
Enjoy the journey.
Speculation is tempting for me. But there's a lifetime of stuff, some of which I might otherwise think I've dealt with. And I'm OK with that. I want healed whatever needs to be healed, whether I realize it or not.
All that stuff shaped me - emphasis on past tense. There's no good in carrying the debris. I plan to build myself better. And I need to clear the debris before I work on strengthening the foundation. After that, build. It's a lifetime project.
