08-16-2021, 10:08 AM
It´s been a few days and I´m starting to feel better psysically, but started to feel dizzy and tired on saturday, and today I´m not as tired and dizzy as before but then again started to feel pain at my back neck.
I got curious so I googled it, what I found was something called fibromyalgia and it´s related to anxiety, depression and of the sort, then I searched for the emotional cause, and there are plenty of things but most of them talk about a direction conflict like not being satisfied with the path one has taken in life or being shackled by beliefs about the family like do what they told, then I remembered a week ago before everything started I was experiencing great anger and depression because I feel I´m not living like I want but there is little to do, like I´m out of options and helpless, that is the same for me to be alive or dead, even now I can feel it but not as bad.
No idea if it´s related or just a coincidence but if it´s real then OF is awesome, because feels pretty smooth.
I got curious so I googled it, what I found was something called fibromyalgia and it´s related to anxiety, depression and of the sort, then I searched for the emotional cause, and there are plenty of things but most of them talk about a direction conflict like not being satisfied with the path one has taken in life or being shackled by beliefs about the family like do what they told, then I remembered a week ago before everything started I was experiencing great anger and depression because I feel I´m not living like I want but there is little to do, like I´m out of options and helpless, that is the same for me to be alive or dead, even now I can feel it but not as bad.
No idea if it´s related or just a coincidence but if it´s real then OF is awesome, because feels pretty smooth.
