08-12-2021, 06:30 AM
(08-11-2021, 09:56 PM)Wiseg9999 Wrote: Shannon, can you help me understand something please?
i have been feeling down and depressed, and i guessed it was a bit because of OF v3. So yesterday i said i think i need OF v3 to push this sh!t out of me. So I upped it to 5 loops (2 days on + 2 days off). I was right about my assumption.
I had a lot of nightmares and was scared sh!tless the whole night. Half way through my loops I felt this deep fear BUT i was too scared to let go. I dont know if i was sleeping or awake, i think it was one of those dreams in a dream, as in i was dreaming and thought i was awake. So it seems OF v3 knocked on the door and i was too scared to let it through.
My concern is that i "failed", i should have let go, i know i have a tough time letting go, letting go of control.
Do you think i will get another chance? How can i help OF v3 knock this out?
I wish i had gave up control yesterday. Will OF win?
Keep going - your fears are being dug up, and if the root hasn't been pulled yet, it will. Just gotta keep on keepin' on! You're doing just fine.
