After Shannon's post today i'm not sure what I should do with my listening.
Autoconfig kicked in pretty quickly so I went to the 6 loops and have been doing that at nights since until I get the urge to take a night off. Some days i've been doing 1 or 2 hybrid ocean surf loops. It seems adding the hybrid loops makes me need to take a night off sooner, the first time I did 6 nights on, now adding hybrid I did 3 nights on and took last night off.
I don't really know what i'm feeling, in alot of ways OF V3 feels like i'm listening to nothing. But then despite that when I go out I do notice the evidence of less fear like people saying hi to me and differences in interactions. But it's very subtle and it doesn't feel as obvious like on past programs that 'Oh yeah it's the program doing it'.
So either that's a testimonial to the latest technology in that it feels natural, or i'm listening too much. I can't say it feels overwhelming like the quote above would suggest but i'm wondering whether to continue or to reset the listening starting with the initial instructions again and increase slower?
The autoconfig doesn't seem as obvious now, last night there was part of me that wanted to listen, but then the part that didn't was slightly stronger and was more like 'I don't even have the energy to do so'. Which could either be resistance or telling me that I need a night off, i'm not totally sure.
More weirdness with women on dating sites. Another one that's more attractive than usual messaged me and then didn't answer back. I was thinking about it and it can't be my responses cos the times I answered I had less fear and they come from a good place.. I think it's the internal response I get after that, when I start thinking "oh this is too good, usually women that attractive don't message me, I hope it works out" and getting needy, imagining being in a relationship with them and such.. of course logically I know this is stupid, that I don't even know them so why should I be imagining this, nor does it make sense.
But emotionally the pattern kicks in.. and somehow that 'energy' then stops them from replying. I've had similar in the past when i've gone on dates that have gone well, then this neediness and insecurity has kicked in and it's suddenly derailed the whole thing like they can somehow read it or feel it even if there's nothing odd in my replies to their messages.
Though in saying the above, something did 'break through' last night in a good way.. so maybe this listening pattern is fine. I don't really want to go into details yet. I even hesitated to write this because there seems to be some weird thing like 'If I mention it then it somehow disrupts it'.
Quote:Starting off with what you end up using is a very bad idea with this particular program. It's like trying to accelerate a train from 0 to 100 MPH instantly. You need time to get used to the program initially, and let it work you up to needing and benefiting from more loops.
Autoconfig kicked in pretty quickly so I went to the 6 loops and have been doing that at nights since until I get the urge to take a night off. Some days i've been doing 1 or 2 hybrid ocean surf loops. It seems adding the hybrid loops makes me need to take a night off sooner, the first time I did 6 nights on, now adding hybrid I did 3 nights on and took last night off.
I don't really know what i'm feeling, in alot of ways OF V3 feels like i'm listening to nothing. But then despite that when I go out I do notice the evidence of less fear like people saying hi to me and differences in interactions. But it's very subtle and it doesn't feel as obvious like on past programs that 'Oh yeah it's the program doing it'.
So either that's a testimonial to the latest technology in that it feels natural, or i'm listening too much. I can't say it feels overwhelming like the quote above would suggest but i'm wondering whether to continue or to reset the listening starting with the initial instructions again and increase slower?
The autoconfig doesn't seem as obvious now, last night there was part of me that wanted to listen, but then the part that didn't was slightly stronger and was more like 'I don't even have the energy to do so'. Which could either be resistance or telling me that I need a night off, i'm not totally sure.
More weirdness with women on dating sites. Another one that's more attractive than usual messaged me and then didn't answer back. I was thinking about it and it can't be my responses cos the times I answered I had less fear and they come from a good place.. I think it's the internal response I get after that, when I start thinking "oh this is too good, usually women that attractive don't message me, I hope it works out" and getting needy, imagining being in a relationship with them and such.. of course logically I know this is stupid, that I don't even know them so why should I be imagining this, nor does it make sense.
But emotionally the pattern kicks in.. and somehow that 'energy' then stops them from replying. I've had similar in the past when i've gone on dates that have gone well, then this neediness and insecurity has kicked in and it's suddenly derailed the whole thing like they can somehow read it or feel it even if there's nothing odd in my replies to their messages.
Though in saying the above, something did 'break through' last night in a good way.. so maybe this listening pattern is fine. I don't really want to go into details yet. I even hesitated to write this because there seems to be some weird thing like 'If I mention it then it somehow disrupts it'.
