07-31-2021, 03:10 PM
[OF v3 - Day 10] – Sudden uncomfortable
Had 6 loops the night before and last night we went 7 loops.
Tonight is OFF and the we resume again with 2 days ON, 1 day OFF.
Felt like fear was prevalent in situations that mattered to me, so we tried to amp it up.
Been out about town from Tuesday to Friday and last night we also drank a beer more than usual.
Today was strange.. perhaps a little hangover
Decided for a 30 min. interval run resulting in sweatingly wet like I had just stepped out of the shower.
But it was a fantastic challenge and I felt more happy with myself afterwards.
At work and throughout my day, I felt sudden fear and uncomfortableness when passing people.
I looked at chicks, automatically and they would look straight and basically ignore me and I felt a pang in my confidence. Happened a couple of times today. Yesterday night I was out with a new buddy and our chemistry wasn't that good. I was also completely ignored by some of the chicks we met as well.
It is as if the subliminal is telling me, dude you can be ok even if they ignore you. Don't react to it, just let it in if it happened. Feel the fear/uncomfortableness and eventually you'll be ok with it. This might just be a story I tell myself lol.
Anyway, at work, the female customers were sweet and coworker also more engaged with me.
I thought it was a comic contrast to experience.
Felt very sexual at times after yesterdays short talk with a chick where I had a boner just by being near her body for a short time while we talked.
Gotta admin I was looking forward to the subliminal being a foundation for going out socializing but eventually also turned into an excuse/reason subconsciously for not taking action to talk to people on some days.
I don't want it badly enough, so that's really the reason.
Gotta turn towards the demons or create them myself to push myself to take action when opportunities are nearby.
As Tony Robbins says - something like, we are more motivated by our potential loss/fears than our potential gains/happiness.
OFF night, next 2 days, we'll see how we feel.
I don't know.. it's still difficult for me to sense how many loops to go for. The throwing up sensation has gone while listening to the subliminal.
Maybe 7 loops again without hangover next!
Stay hungry!!
-LM
Had 6 loops the night before and last night we went 7 loops.
Tonight is OFF and the we resume again with 2 days ON, 1 day OFF.
Felt like fear was prevalent in situations that mattered to me, so we tried to amp it up.
Been out about town from Tuesday to Friday and last night we also drank a beer more than usual.
Today was strange.. perhaps a little hangover
Decided for a 30 min. interval run resulting in sweatingly wet like I had just stepped out of the shower.
But it was a fantastic challenge and I felt more happy with myself afterwards.
At work and throughout my day, I felt sudden fear and uncomfortableness when passing people.
I looked at chicks, automatically and they would look straight and basically ignore me and I felt a pang in my confidence. Happened a couple of times today. Yesterday night I was out with a new buddy and our chemistry wasn't that good. I was also completely ignored by some of the chicks we met as well.
It is as if the subliminal is telling me, dude you can be ok even if they ignore you. Don't react to it, just let it in if it happened. Feel the fear/uncomfortableness and eventually you'll be ok with it. This might just be a story I tell myself lol.
Anyway, at work, the female customers were sweet and coworker also more engaged with me.
I thought it was a comic contrast to experience.
Felt very sexual at times after yesterdays short talk with a chick where I had a boner just by being near her body for a short time while we talked.
Gotta admin I was looking forward to the subliminal being a foundation for going out socializing but eventually also turned into an excuse/reason subconsciously for not taking action to talk to people on some days.
I don't want it badly enough, so that's really the reason.
Gotta turn towards the demons or create them myself to push myself to take action when opportunities are nearby.
As Tony Robbins says - something like, we are more motivated by our potential loss/fears than our potential gains/happiness.
OFF night, next 2 days, we'll see how we feel.
I don't know.. it's still difficult for me to sense how many loops to go for. The throwing up sensation has gone while listening to the subliminal.
Maybe 7 loops again without hangover next!
Stay hungry!!
-LM
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
