07-26-2021, 04:09 PM
(This post was last modified: 07-26-2021, 04:34 PM by LionMonkey.)
[OF v3 - Day 5] - Reflections & sleep pattern changes
4 loops. 1/2 days cycle. 2nd ASRB2 cycle.
Didn't do a lot yesterday as I felt I needed to take things slowly. I have off from work once a week and I enjoyed it very much. Some time for myself, to gather my thoughts and have some perspective again on my life.
Thought about where my life is headed.
What I'm doing on a daily basis.
What skills I'm developing.
What I could be doing differently to set myself up for a brighter future.
Bc. Lately I've just been focused on being social.
But being social in the sense of not really having the intention to build something lasting.
Rather it was more to just give out good vibes and have fun.
Something I have enjoyed for a long time doing but I can also see that it is fools gold in the long run.
Though I made a new cool friend to go out with and also had a chick I met in the city on my fb.
The chick unfriended me after 1 week. Noticed she saw my stories about being out and having a good time.
That made me also think about how I could be smarter about building a social circle instead of just having these Wild Wild West outings.
Perhaps there's a great subliminal that helps in creating and building a fantastic social circle or many social circles? Does anyone know about one? Reply below!
Also have not slept this early for a weeks time.
Went to bed 23:10 and woke after 2.5 hours.
Feeling very warm in my body and awake.
It wasn't like I was sweaty all over but at the edge of sweaty.
Lied there in bed for some minutes to try to fall asleep again.. and decided I couldn't fall asleep right now.
Felt some throwing up sensations again.
Didn't feel that or wasn't aware of it when I played the subliminal for 15 minutes before falling asleep.
Writing this while listening to the last loop of the night and hopefully I'll be sleepy again soon lol.
-LM
PS.
I hear some vague voices or something at the end of the loop and also somewhere around the 40 min. Mark... anyone else hearing that?
4 loops. 1/2 days cycle. 2nd ASRB2 cycle.
Didn't do a lot yesterday as I felt I needed to take things slowly. I have off from work once a week and I enjoyed it very much. Some time for myself, to gather my thoughts and have some perspective again on my life.
Thought about where my life is headed.
What I'm doing on a daily basis.
What skills I'm developing.
What I could be doing differently to set myself up for a brighter future.
Bc. Lately I've just been focused on being social.
But being social in the sense of not really having the intention to build something lasting.
Rather it was more to just give out good vibes and have fun.
Something I have enjoyed for a long time doing but I can also see that it is fools gold in the long run.
Though I made a new cool friend to go out with and also had a chick I met in the city on my fb.
The chick unfriended me after 1 week. Noticed she saw my stories about being out and having a good time.
That made me also think about how I could be smarter about building a social circle instead of just having these Wild Wild West outings.
Perhaps there's a great subliminal that helps in creating and building a fantastic social circle or many social circles? Does anyone know about one? Reply below!
Also have not slept this early for a weeks time.
Went to bed 23:10 and woke after 2.5 hours.
Feeling very warm in my body and awake.
It wasn't like I was sweaty all over but at the edge of sweaty.
Lied there in bed for some minutes to try to fall asleep again.. and decided I couldn't fall asleep right now.
Felt some throwing up sensations again.
Didn't feel that or wasn't aware of it when I played the subliminal for 15 minutes before falling asleep.
Writing this while listening to the last loop of the night and hopefully I'll be sleepy again soon lol.
-LM
PS.
I hear some vague voices or something at the end of the loop and also somewhere around the 40 min. Mark... anyone else hearing that?
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
