Day 69/180 ON #2- Monday 26 July - *2nd Day of Hybrid (4 loops) * - part 2
3) Needed and wanted a break from the study so ate and chilled, watched my tv, ate some chocolate bars and kept thinking ok I can go back and do more cos its not as hard as it seemed. Im procrastinating sure but its not heavy as before.
4) Also something I forgot but just remembered now. I cant recall if this was today or yesterday but as I was done brushing my teeth and washing my face and as I stepped out of the bathroom I had a conversation with myself. I cant remember if it was in my head or out loud but due to that procrastination webpage I mentioned some posts back, it was still resonating with me and I basically said to myself look you're scared but you wont die and you can over come this so you got this just get it done. If this is the sub helping my subconscious in this way so be it and if not so be it its still a win!
Based on part 1 of this post, there is still no negative feelings today or anything even though I did 4 loops of hybrid which I thought may break my proverbial dam so I think moving up to loop 5 is has to be as mentioned in part 1.
3) Needed and wanted a break from the study so ate and chilled, watched my tv, ate some chocolate bars and kept thinking ok I can go back and do more cos its not as hard as it seemed. Im procrastinating sure but its not heavy as before.
4) Also something I forgot but just remembered now. I cant recall if this was today or yesterday but as I was done brushing my teeth and washing my face and as I stepped out of the bathroom I had a conversation with myself. I cant remember if it was in my head or out loud but due to that procrastination webpage I mentioned some posts back, it was still resonating with me and I basically said to myself look you're scared but you wont die and you can over come this so you got this just get it done. If this is the sub helping my subconscious in this way so be it and if not so be it its still a win!
Based on part 1 of this post, there is still no negative feelings today or anything even though I did 4 loops of hybrid which I thought may break my proverbial dam so I think moving up to loop 5 is has to be as mentioned in part 1.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
