06-26-2021, 07:00 AM
Day 39/180 OFF #2- Sat 26 June
1) Forgot to mention lastnight about my good friend the spider. For those of you following me may recall the fable of the spider of microwave. The foe that walked across the top of my microwave striking fear and terror into my hearts and the hearts of my fellow village folks. The village elders had a meeting but they couldnt come to a consensus but rest assured I took it upon myself to battle thy fiend of hell. Ok ill stop the drama but anyway if you dont know of this saga then scroll back and have a read as its better than anything George Lucas could come up with lol
So I forgot to mention that yesterday as I was washing my fruits that same small spider came into my vision in front of me as he was on the tiled wall opposite my eyes. At first I was startled but then composed myself by saying "you're on OF buddy calm yourself down you muppet" lmao
Anyway i continued to wash then got a paper towel and killed the fucker!! (18+ journal here kids you have been warned and im in an angry mood as will be revealed below).
Yes I felt some minor anxiety but nothing as before.
2) I fell asleep but didnt want to sleep. I just felt bored and fed up again but didnt want to sleep. I eventually slept and woke around noon/12 today and just been lazy again.
3) After waking was on a call for what felt like hours then got up ate etc and being and feeling lazy.
4) Whilst chopping the fruit I found a maggot in 1 of them. I was upset and angry!! hence why im still angry!! there is always some issue with fruits and veg from this online store but its convenient having shopping delivered than going out to the supermarket and wasting time inside one. I feel sometimes as if a whole day can be wasted but anyway thats besides the point. The point is I was irritated and I still am.
5) I definately want to move to 3 loops as i want bigger changes and bigger effects from this sub. Sleeping so well and waking up so well made me feel like I always have in the past, that the subs doing nothing so I need to change that feeling and mood.
6) Ive read the hybrid posts and feel I should move to 3 loops and more and stay on US. I think masked and hybrid may give me an excuse to not listen due to hearing noise when trying to sleep will annoy the hell outta me.
however im happy to listen to US to the level that it equals Hybrid if I need to. I may ask shannon about that.
1) Forgot to mention lastnight about my good friend the spider. For those of you following me may recall the fable of the spider of microwave. The foe that walked across the top of my microwave striking fear and terror into my hearts and the hearts of my fellow village folks. The village elders had a meeting but they couldnt come to a consensus but rest assured I took it upon myself to battle thy fiend of hell. Ok ill stop the drama but anyway if you dont know of this saga then scroll back and have a read as its better than anything George Lucas could come up with lol
So I forgot to mention that yesterday as I was washing my fruits that same small spider came into my vision in front of me as he was on the tiled wall opposite my eyes. At first I was startled but then composed myself by saying "you're on OF buddy calm yourself down you muppet" lmao
Anyway i continued to wash then got a paper towel and killed the fucker!! (18+ journal here kids you have been warned and im in an angry mood as will be revealed below).
Yes I felt some minor anxiety but nothing as before.
2) I fell asleep but didnt want to sleep. I just felt bored and fed up again but didnt want to sleep. I eventually slept and woke around noon/12 today and just been lazy again.
3) After waking was on a call for what felt like hours then got up ate etc and being and feeling lazy.
4) Whilst chopping the fruit I found a maggot in 1 of them. I was upset and angry!! hence why im still angry!! there is always some issue with fruits and veg from this online store but its convenient having shopping delivered than going out to the supermarket and wasting time inside one. I feel sometimes as if a whole day can be wasted but anyway thats besides the point. The point is I was irritated and I still am.
5) I definately want to move to 3 loops as i want bigger changes and bigger effects from this sub. Sleeping so well and waking up so well made me feel like I always have in the past, that the subs doing nothing so I need to change that feeling and mood.
6) Ive read the hybrid posts and feel I should move to 3 loops and more and stay on US. I think masked and hybrid may give me an excuse to not listen due to hearing noise when trying to sleep will annoy the hell outta me.
however im happy to listen to US to the level that it equals Hybrid if I need to. I may ask shannon about that.
OF3 5.75.7G 13/15Vol
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
1L-2O/3OF; (1L-2/2 5/6); (2L 19/6); (3L 27/6); (4L 9/7); (H4L 25/7)
W 19 May
MLS 5.5G: ≈70days x2, IYGSH: 54, E2: 78+48, DMSI 3.2: 56 & 22, UMOP1: 57+UMOP2: 33 = 90+10 US v12/15=100, OF: 45, OF2: 56days
