Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5

[Jake2015]

@Jake2015 It might be wishful thinking but I have seen hints that you are executing this time. I have also seen that you’re still trying to find ways to sabotage yourself again, but much less than you did before. You are breaking through, just don’t overthink it and let it happen. And please give me permission to kick your ass next time you come up with a way to sabotage your progress .

thanks bro I think you, @Shannon, @Qiel, @4Kingdoms, @Kol and @CatMan (apologies if i've missed someone or anyone so say who so I can acknowledge you too) have all said so so that cannot be wishful thinking nor a fluke now so

Im not sure how you or anyone sees me trying to sabotage as im just hitting play and listening this time as its just so easy and fuck all that I need speakers and this and that now its just mobile phone and play but yeah if anyone see me doing that please point it out so I can become aware ofcourse.

yeah overthinking is natural as im eager to break through bro and just eager to see hints or signs I am doing but now im more chilled. I just wake up get on with my day and if I notice anything im sharing it later in the day. To be honest the biggest stress or issue I have is making sure I get on to my journal to reply hahaha the rest is just me enjoying life as normal for now. 

hahahah you absolutely have permission to kick my ass bro! thank you