(05-20-2021, 02:58 PM)RTBoss Wrote:(05-19-2021, 05:07 PM)TouchyCat Wrote: LMAO.. ALL THE EMOJIS ARE GONE AND ONE OF THEM TURNED INTO "♂️"
(05-20-2021, 03:52 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Well i'm not even sure how you got that emoji, I can't say i've seen it on this forum before.
Hahaha... I am using my Android emojis. Not the ones provided on left side when making a post
Anyway, this is an off day for me
Day 1 On - 24 May
Day 2 On - 25 May
Day 3 off - 26 May
Day 4 off - 27 May
Day 5 off - 28 May
---First cycle (?)---
Several things I found out among others:
- I want to listen more. There is this craving to use OF v3 once a day. It is not that I think it doesn't work with the prescribed listening schedule. But I think I need to do it once a day to uproot my fears.
- I had fear attack before I go to sleep for several days. I fear death. I fear that when I woke up I'll be dead. This is bizzare as I never felt this much fear of death.
- I am more bold with my words and sentences. I never thought I could act that way.
- I feel like people follows and listened to me more than ever?
- I am counting my calories and my mind keep on telling me, "Is this food my medicine? Should I eat it?"
This reminds me of House of Cards when Francis Underwood gave a speech:
Oh don't deny it, you've loved it. You don't actually need me to stand for anything, you just need me to stand. To be the strong man, the man of action. You are addicted to action and slogans. It doesn't matter what I say... it doesn't matter what I do... just as long as I am doing something, you are happy to be along for a ride. And frankly I don't blame you. With all the foolishness and indecision in your lives why not a man like me?
