2021 - All about Absolute Self Confidence

[GreekGod22]

Days 47-48

Felt more emotionally stable again.
I am actively taking solutions to fixing my digestive issues.
I realized how there is situational confidence and core confidence, that doesn't depend much on whether some days you feel more low or you get less external validation from others.
I am tired of always having to improve, do to something, to "heal my insecurities", to listen to subliminals to just be happy. I am tired of doing, it only reinforces that I am not enough, that I am not there to begin with. Maybe I am reaching a point of acceptance that leads to core self confidence.

Also to be brutally honest right now, looking back at my 48 days on ASC, I'm not sure if the positive effects that I noticed were placebo, random or if the sub actually changed something in my subconscious.