Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5

[Shannon]

If you think you can handle it, finishing the ASRB2 cycle of MHS is going to be helpful.  If not, switching straight away may cause turbulence, but it is possible.

If you want to use AOL instead, be my guest.  I certainly can use the feedback.  5 meters in diameter is a pretty big auric projection, from what I have seen... around 12 feet radius.  Not bad at all.  And impenetrable, that sounds even better.

Unless the attackers are actually physically inside the shield, then the love won't be affecting them, most likely.  If they are inside the shield, it may not prevent or reflect their attacks.  It would be very interesting to see how things go if you do use it.  Sounds like you will.

I shure will.
But I am also thinking if to do or not to do one more cycle of MHS...will see how I feel tomorow.

Thank you

 Sorry @Shannon this post gets longer and longer...

I tried to do one more ASRB2 cycle of MHS (last night I started the fourth cycle), but since that beasts (people) are coming tomorrow all those attacks are getting too devastating on my body, and I would even say that all this attack's are somehow blocking and overloading (best word's I could think of right now that would describe what is going on) the detox MHS started, and because of the attack's the body produces even more waste, so probably it will be better to stop MHS and start it again in a more favorable time.

Btw the same thing happened the last time the same relatives came, a week before those energies started to destroy me, but at that time I was listening to OFv1 so, the shield was on, and the attacks were I would say 50% less serious than now without a shield, and I could somehow handle that and defend myself...and what is more interesting, one week before they left, the attacks went down to the 10% of strength and continued until they started to think of me less (the physical distance was too big for them to continue)

(just to mention...some fears resurfacing as this attacks happen, life treating fears)

So, the plan is to stop MHS and to start AOL right away this evening.

uhhhh....not in a nice place now...I feel broken...and trying to find a way how to resolve this, but the main problem is I can not do anything to stop them giving me this energies and draining me, that is a problem they do not want to resolve within themselves, this time I will try to expose them to love so they can "learn" and eventually stop doing that (I would give them love even before if those attack's did not block me and if I was not so concentrated in removing fears) so this is why I will do a test ride with AOL.

Will keep you informed in what happens next.

Thanks.  I look forward to seeing how Aura of Love works for this situation.

Ok @Shannon , here....
 
The first day of listening, it went from hard attacks to mild, I would say it went 60 % down the strength and frequency of attacks.
 
So, that is great!!!
 
The second day of listening I noticed that one relative was complaining the whole day about a headache even after 2 painkillers he took, while I was feeling great !!

Also, I noticed that when I spend some time with them (let's say 15-30 mins) things get complicated and I am drained, oh, and the attacks start right away if I plan to hang out just a little bit with them, so, I do not know... better to avoid hanging out, or to hang out as less as possible.
 
People around me are more open and relaxed (but also I am more open and relaxed), I even have meet people (out of the blue) whom I do not usually meet, and the meetings are easy going and without tensions, people who "could not see" me before, now see me even before I see them and wave at me or say hi, so, people who did not notice me before, started to noticing me now....
 
Even I somehow changed in my way of thinking, I am more conscious and calm about everything, and have a greater understanding of people, situations.... ecc..
 
But last night (day no. 4) something happened, I was suuuper tired (I suppose something is happening under the »hood«), and today (day no. 5) I feel kind of broken, because of ,again, new attacks undergoing, of course from the same person, probably he did not have enough of his own »medicine« last time. (but, even my physical biorhythm was near -100% so, it could be a mix of both)

Lately been having this dreams of trying to find someone who was with me in the dream and I left them in a safe place while I was being chased by a lot of other people, but I manage to escape them every time and after I could not find that safe place nor the persons that I left there... weird...
I do understand the chasing part, and the part where I put the people I care about at a safe place, but not the part where I can not find them.

Today I feel kind of neutral (day 6), and I have thought’s that when I write down the positive things that happen, that those situations stop to happen, it is like when I consciously "see" the positive that somehow my subconscious quits executing, I think I will stop writing it down, and just set the audio, forget about it, and let it happen.
So, this is a reason I will not do a 7 days feedback.
 
At times I am in the ZONE OF LOVE, at times not, I guess there are also works in progress going on.
 
I feel in peace with myself and with the world, and I see lots of benefits in just 6 days!!!
 
Can not wait to see what will bring the incoming months
 
Thank you Shannon for making AOL, hope you continue in the same direction,
and continue to make humanity more humane through your subliminal work!

 
If anything significant happens, I will let you know.

May you have a lot of heart warming positive times

Thanks for the feedback.  You may need more loops to have the DRS as powerful as you need it to be.  I have some interesting plans for the future in regards to making humanity more humane.