04-21-2021, 04:28 AM
(This post was last modified: 04-21-2021, 05:22 AM by GreekGod22.)
Day 40
Today will mark 40 completed days on ASC this year.
Last year I listened to 42 days of ASC so this time I will easily surpass my listening time. I have learned to be patient in order to achieve long-lasting results.
2021 me is better man, a more dominant and assertive version of me VS the 2020 version of me. I have more sexual and dating experience now, I am much less fearful and timid.
I've actually been quite depressed in 2019-2020, but it's a thing of the past.
Part of my success is also due to ASC. Sometimes I wonder - has the sub really changed me or have other factors resulted in my positive changes? Hard to distinguish.
The effects from ASC seem subtle, consciously I don't feel huge differences from day to day, but maybe when the subconscious changes, it takes a while for the conscious mind to fully internalize.
Last few days I have been a bit more anxious and pessimistic than before, but it doesn't last long, I am quickly shifting again and again towards a more optimistic state of mind. My emotional management has improved a lot this year.
Today will mark 40 completed days on ASC this year.
Last year I listened to 42 days of ASC so this time I will easily surpass my listening time. I have learned to be patient in order to achieve long-lasting results.
2021 me is better man, a more dominant and assertive version of me VS the 2020 version of me. I have more sexual and dating experience now, I am much less fearful and timid.
I've actually been quite depressed in 2019-2020, but it's a thing of the past.
Part of my success is also due to ASC. Sometimes I wonder - has the sub really changed me or have other factors resulted in my positive changes? Hard to distinguish.
The effects from ASC seem subtle, consciously I don't feel huge differences from day to day, but maybe when the subconscious changes, it takes a while for the conscious mind to fully internalize.
Last few days I have been a bit more anxious and pessimistic than before, but it doesn't last long, I am quickly shifting again and again towards a more optimistic state of mind. My emotional management has improved a lot this year.
UMSv2 (5.75.7G)
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G