04-17-2021, 01:52 PM
Day 36
Moments of apathy and disillusionment that I've had in the last few days were short-lived as ASC powered through them. I am now mentally feeling grounded, abrasive, even aggressive in behavior. I am much more self-assured in standing for what I believe in, in standing for my choices in life. I do not doubt. I've doubted so much in my life.
I exude a feeling of dominance and power that has taken over me.
My physical energy levels are increasing.
I have progressed so much in the last year, I should be proud of myself. I was a boy, now I feel like a man, I am one and have absolutely no doubts of this.
I do not identify with my old fears at this moment. I feel so, so mentally strong and competent, in charge of my destiny, it's surreal.
Definitely will run the sub for at least 60 days.
Moments of apathy and disillusionment that I've had in the last few days were short-lived as ASC powered through them. I am now mentally feeling grounded, abrasive, even aggressive in behavior. I am much more self-assured in standing for what I believe in, in standing for my choices in life. I do not doubt. I've doubted so much in my life.
I exude a feeling of dominance and power that has taken over me.
My physical energy levels are increasing.
I have progressed so much in the last year, I should be proud of myself. I was a boy, now I feel like a man, I am one and have absolutely no doubts of this.
I do not identify with my old fears at this moment. I feel so, so mentally strong and competent, in charge of my destiny, it's surreal.
Definitely will run the sub for at least 60 days.
UMSv2 (5.75.7G)
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G
OGSF 5.9G | OGSF2 5.11G | DMSI 5.8G
UMSv2(5.75.7G) - 7 months | AM6 5G - 6 months
ASC 5G | OFv3 (5.75.7G) - 5 months | UMSv2
ASC 5G | EPRHA3 5.5G