01-10-2021, 08:03 AM
Stage 6, Day 2
Yesterday, I was experienced intermittent bouts of agitation that seemingly came from nowhere. The only explanation I could come up with is that Stage 5 had been pushing my subconscious harder than I realized (it was pretty damned smooth) and the break gave it some wiggle room to fight back. So, I started stage 6 last night which is at least one day earlier than I initially intended. Take that!
This morning, I'm feeling some pretty intense heat radiating off of me. I can also feel the mental load, presumably due to only allowing myself a one day break.
Something I should've mentioned in previous entries is that my interest in sex has diminished pretty significantly over the past week. There's an obsessive part of me that I has been a dominating force in my life since childhood. LTU6 has been slowly chipping away at the outer edges of this obsessive 'creature' within. Considering the fact that my favorite obsession is sex, I think this diminished interest is a result of the script approaching the heart of the 'beast'.
Yesterday, I was experienced intermittent bouts of agitation that seemingly came from nowhere. The only explanation I could come up with is that Stage 5 had been pushing my subconscious harder than I realized (it was pretty damned smooth) and the break gave it some wiggle room to fight back. So, I started stage 6 last night which is at least one day earlier than I initially intended. Take that!
This morning, I'm feeling some pretty intense heat radiating off of me. I can also feel the mental load, presumably due to only allowing myself a one day break.
Something I should've mentioned in previous entries is that my interest in sex has diminished pretty significantly over the past week. There's an obsessive part of me that I has been a dominating force in my life since childhood. LTU6 has been slowly chipping away at the outer edges of this obsessive 'creature' within. Considering the fact that my favorite obsession is sex, I think this diminished interest is a result of the script approaching the heart of the 'beast'.
