01-05-2021, 02:10 AM
Shannon man,
I had two days of living in absolute dread.It was like i was stuck in the energetic state of fear, and it even manifested visually as a place in my mind, similar to people's visualisations of hell. There were times i had tears and was shaking.
I found two things were able to elevate me out of it, one was compassion for the fellow travellers stuck there, understanding and determining to care for them, and two was choosing courage which was to act forthrightly with vigour in spite of the valid reasons for being there.
I give that for whatever use it is. After i felt something like scrooge, realising there was still a lot to play for and that place isn't inevitable.
I had two days of living in absolute dread.It was like i was stuck in the energetic state of fear, and it even manifested visually as a place in my mind, similar to people's visualisations of hell. There were times i had tears and was shaking.
I found two things were able to elevate me out of it, one was compassion for the fellow travellers stuck there, understanding and determining to care for them, and two was choosing courage which was to act forthrightly with vigour in spite of the valid reasons for being there.
I give that for whatever use it is. After i felt something like scrooge, realising there was still a lot to play for and that place isn't inevitable.
