01-03-2021, 08:56 AM
Stage 5, Day 23
My last ASRB2 break was only one day. That felt right for me. Of course, being on holiday break I've been averaging 10-12 hours of sleep every night as opposed to my usual 7-9 hours. I don't know that the one day break would be ideal on a "normal" day.
My holiday break ends tomorrow. I can feel the anxiety in my lower gut, but it isn't as bad as it usually is. It's more of a background annoyance. I'm tempted to run a few loops of OFv2 to see how it affects me, but I'm going to avoid mixing the two for now. This does have me pondering the usage of OFv2 after I'm finished with this run of LTU6. I can logically justify either another run of LTU6 or switching to OFv2. I believe that both of them would ultimately yield positive results. LTU6 has shown me that it has tremendous value, but it's so...damned...slow. That's not the fault of the program, though. I think it all comes back to dividing mental, emotional and physiological resources. There is only so much that can be done at one time. As far as I can see, that's its biggest drawback. On the other hand, it touches so many things that it's a sub that someone could use the rest of his/her life and undergo continual development, particularly since it's a six stage sub that helps to mitigate subconscious boredom. In any case, I'll have a better idea of what my future sub plans are as this run comes to a close. I still have some time, especially if I run Stage 7.
My last ASRB2 break was only one day. That felt right for me. Of course, being on holiday break I've been averaging 10-12 hours of sleep every night as opposed to my usual 7-9 hours. I don't know that the one day break would be ideal on a "normal" day.
My holiday break ends tomorrow. I can feel the anxiety in my lower gut, but it isn't as bad as it usually is. It's more of a background annoyance. I'm tempted to run a few loops of OFv2 to see how it affects me, but I'm going to avoid mixing the two for now. This does have me pondering the usage of OFv2 after I'm finished with this run of LTU6. I can logically justify either another run of LTU6 or switching to OFv2. I believe that both of them would ultimately yield positive results. LTU6 has shown me that it has tremendous value, but it's so...damned...slow. That's not the fault of the program, though. I think it all comes back to dividing mental, emotional and physiological resources. There is only so much that can be done at one time. As far as I can see, that's its biggest drawback. On the other hand, it touches so many things that it's a sub that someone could use the rest of his/her life and undergo continual development, particularly since it's a six stage sub that helps to mitigate subconscious boredom. In any case, I'll have a better idea of what my future sub plans are as this run comes to a close. I still have some time, especially if I run Stage 7.
