(12-30-2020, 06:10 PM)Subzer0 Wrote: Good Luck to you on your journey!
Thank you! Appreciate it!
Finishing my first cycle:
- Intense desire to upgrade my life. I am angry, disappointed, sad, and dissatisfied most of the time towards my life since running OF v2. I am, I am MAD. I found myself saying, "What should I buy to upgrade my life?" or "What should I do to be different? To have a better life, to have more variety."
- Agitated. Sometimes I feel scared without reason. It feels like something is behind me. Something menacing.
- Organizing stuff. Other than founding myself dissatisfied with life, I also found out tiny bits of actions to organize my life. For example, chewing more whenever I eat, thinking with several "Why" whenever I have a thought to find out "Why" it is right/wrong, etc.
- Exhaustion. This is usual whenever I am using IML subs.
- Dreams. My dreams are weird sometimes exhausting while some are fun. I can't properly describe it as I tend to forget what I dreamt but these two polar opposites feelings are what I felt when I woke up.
This is fun! Weirdly.
