12-28-2020, 09:21 AM
My anxiety has been out-of-control (because, *life*) for some time now. I've gotten to the point where I have literally no tolerance for it. If/when I feel it, it uses all of my attention receptors, snowballs, and ends up making me irritable, angry, fearful, prone to making bad decisions - all the bad things.
OF V2 is saving my ass right now. When I play it, I feel great. All anxiety disappears. I'm supposed to be on SASRB right now for 3 days, but I can't make it through without anxiety, and right now my anxiety is debilitating. So I may be derailing Stage 5 by using OF, but I'm doing it because I really have to. The difference is night and day, I literally feel like I do when I fly out of the dead of winter in the middle of the Midwest to a beautiful beach in Hawaii.
The acute, short-term effect of OF V2 is simply amazing.
I can imagine 8 months of this would be completely life changing.
That said, I have every intention of completing LTU, and I'm extremely excited at the prospect of running Stage 7 as a 5.75.5+G!
OF V2 is saving my ass right now. When I play it, I feel great. All anxiety disappears. I'm supposed to be on SASRB right now for 3 days, but I can't make it through without anxiety, and right now my anxiety is debilitating. So I may be derailing Stage 5 by using OF, but I'm doing it because I really have to. The difference is night and day, I literally feel like I do when I fly out of the dead of winter in the middle of the Midwest to a beautiful beach in Hawaii.
The acute, short-term effect of OF V2 is simply amazing.
I can imagine 8 months of this would be completely life changing.
That said, I have every intention of completing LTU, and I'm extremely excited at the prospect of running Stage 7 as a 5.75.5+G!
