12-24-2020, 09:33 AM
Stage 5, Day 13
Part of me is wanting more loops per day. The same thing happened with Stages 1 & 4. I added in an extra loop one night, but I could feel the effects of it the next day. But that was during the first cycle, so it's possible that I could handle it now with no issue. I'm going to hold off on that for now and maybe reduce my ASRB2 break. Three days feels too long. In fact, I was tempted to restart my loops a day early but I like to abide by the calculated loops/ASRB2 for at least the first cycle. That way, I have a baseline to compare to.
Reflecting...I can list eight big hurdles/life changing events off the top of my head that have occurred over the past year. I've managed to overcome them and there has been a lot of growth as a result of the pain and stress. Like some of the rest of you, there have been times that I was ready to give up and throw in the towel. There was a stretch of time where I regularly woke up in middle of the night with panic attacks. Then I somehow had to pull it together, go to a high stress mentally taxing job and do my best to help keep the place running so I could take care of financial and health issues in my family... All the while, knowing economic woes might shut it all down anyway. I was exhausted both emotionally and physically. I was on the verge of collapse.
Now, at least in large part, it's behind me. I feel like I'm pointed the right direction and I'm taking one step at a time toward complete recovery. As bad as it has been, it seems like it's in the distant past...like I'm looking at it through a window and I'm separated from it. I believe that this is LTU6 at work. I can't say that I'm 100%. I have a long way to go, but I'm not running on backup battery power any more. There's something good in the distance. I can't tell exactly what it is, but it's within sight.
In 2015, I became interested in pheromones. I read through mounds of forum posts(anonymously...never posted) and came across a user that I identified with. Through a suggestion that guy made I found my way the this forum and never looked back. So, @RTBoss , I'm grateful for you. Without your endorsement, there's no way I would've paid the price for an IML sub when competitors' products were much cheaper. I'm glad I took the plunge. I'm a believer. @Shannon , I'm grateful for your work and that you engage in this forum. Your work and your posts have made a tremendous difference in my life over the past few years and I look forward to the growth and development I experience in the years to come. I intend to be your customer as long as you're willing to do what you do. My hope is that someone will derive some level of value or encouragement from my posts like I've derived from you two.
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Part of me is wanting more loops per day. The same thing happened with Stages 1 & 4. I added in an extra loop one night, but I could feel the effects of it the next day. But that was during the first cycle, so it's possible that I could handle it now with no issue. I'm going to hold off on that for now and maybe reduce my ASRB2 break. Three days feels too long. In fact, I was tempted to restart my loops a day early but I like to abide by the calculated loops/ASRB2 for at least the first cycle. That way, I have a baseline to compare to.
Reflecting...I can list eight big hurdles/life changing events off the top of my head that have occurred over the past year. I've managed to overcome them and there has been a lot of growth as a result of the pain and stress. Like some of the rest of you, there have been times that I was ready to give up and throw in the towel. There was a stretch of time where I regularly woke up in middle of the night with panic attacks. Then I somehow had to pull it together, go to a high stress mentally taxing job and do my best to help keep the place running so I could take care of financial and health issues in my family... All the while, knowing economic woes might shut it all down anyway. I was exhausted both emotionally and physically. I was on the verge of collapse.
Now, at least in large part, it's behind me. I feel like I'm pointed the right direction and I'm taking one step at a time toward complete recovery. As bad as it has been, it seems like it's in the distant past...like I'm looking at it through a window and I'm separated from it. I believe that this is LTU6 at work. I can't say that I'm 100%. I have a long way to go, but I'm not running on backup battery power any more. There's something good in the distance. I can't tell exactly what it is, but it's within sight.
In 2015, I became interested in pheromones. I read through mounds of forum posts(anonymously...never posted) and came across a user that I identified with. Through a suggestion that guy made I found my way the this forum and never looked back. So, @RTBoss , I'm grateful for you. Without your endorsement, there's no way I would've paid the price for an IML sub when competitors' products were much cheaper. I'm glad I took the plunge. I'm a believer. @Shannon , I'm grateful for your work and that you engage in this forum. Your work and your posts have made a tremendous difference in my life over the past few years and I look forward to the growth and development I experience in the years to come. I intend to be your customer as long as you're willing to do what you do. My hope is that someone will derive some level of value or encouragement from my posts like I've derived from you two.
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