12-18-2020, 05:23 PM
Stage 5, Day 7 (cont'd)
For a while I lost my taste for caffeine (coffee) and alcohol (beer). It got to the point that the thought of them almost disgusted me. That's not the case any more. Last night, I enjoyed a few beers. I never got drunk. I just sipped a few and relaxed. I'm doing the same things tonight. It's possible that this is resistance, but it doesn't feel like it. It actually feels more like the rest of what I'm experiencing which is that I'm learning to settle into myself and relax...to stop and smell the roses.
I'm not going to write it off as progress just yet, though. Resistance is a sneaky b*tch.
For a while I lost my taste for caffeine (coffee) and alcohol (beer). It got to the point that the thought of them almost disgusted me. That's not the case any more. Last night, I enjoyed a few beers. I never got drunk. I just sipped a few and relaxed. I'm doing the same things tonight. It's possible that this is resistance, but it doesn't feel like it. It actually feels more like the rest of what I'm experiencing which is that I'm learning to settle into myself and relax...to stop and smell the roses.
I'm not going to write it off as progress just yet, though. Resistance is a sneaky b*tch.
