12-07-2020, 03:53 PM
Hey guys, I'm back 
Sorry for my long absence and sorry for ignoring private messages and mails, but I had a pretty hard time. I just wasn't in the mood to write anything. During the last months all my animals have died, my best friend of 20 years whom I already borrowed 5000 Euro decided to steal from me, and I was really unlucky - now I'm expecting up to five years in jail.
And I missed the sale again, although I wanted to buy something for luck
Whatever... it's not out of the world, just more expensive now
Unfortunately I can't post a real review for MIR, because I didn't get along with it so well. And I don't understand the new instructions completely. Do I have to listen to it 24/7 for long time infections as well or is this new rule only valid for a spontanous infection?
At the moment I'm back to DMSI, but I'm a little disappointed. It's not half as effective as it used to be the first time. It feels less intense, the aura, the celebrity factor, the whole attention. Either it is because of Covid-19, everyone here is reserved and distanced, or maybe it is because I combine it with some youtube stuff, the classic I'm always after, shorten your philtrum, unfortunately not available here.
Btw, I just read the thread about the competitioner who tries to copy the printed scripts.
Maybe it has been discovered already, but a few days ago I saw someone in the dark net on Pirate Bay, who uploaded about 30 of Shannons Subs, mainly the earlier stuff, lots of 3G things, a few 4G as well. My notebook doesn't support the torrent system, so I couldn't download them and find out, what it really is, but I'm sure there is a lot more to find if someone really wants to. I've also seen requests on message boards where people offer to give a competitor's work in return for AM6 or DMSI
I really don't know what would be best for me now, staying with DMSI or buying the new EPHRA or something for luck...? Or stick to the philtrum/lip thing and leave everything else aside for a while?
Intuitionally I tend to luck, because I will need it for my trial and for any communication with my former best friend... On the other hand a more active social life and a few new people wouldn't be a mistake either, but then again I doubt that any sub would be able to create new connections during the Covid-19 time. It's really strict here, and everyone is obeying the rules. No wonder, almost everyone knows a few people who have died, so they are all careful.
My biggest hope with DMSI now is that it will make me less scared, to a degree where I can finally learn to astral travel without being held back by fear. Our German expert No 1 just published a new book on this topic. Unfortunately his personal training weekends can't take place at the moment because of Covid-19, but maybe the book will finally help me to make some progress after15 years of trying it in vain. But so far all I get are horrible nightmares where I'm involved in plane crashes, falling out of fairground rides or being attacked by zombies or animals with withered body parts.
Sorry for the negative post, but right now I have to deal with a lot of annoying stuff and I feel all alone. My second best friend is in the hospital as well, suffering from a complicated nerve inflammation, an infection caused by SARS, and my mom's dementia is getting worse as well.
I can't think of anything positive that might happen one day, and I'm sure these weird times will get worse during the next months. At least I have everything here to leave... not planning it yet, but it is good to know
Sorry for my long absence and sorry for ignoring private messages and mails, but I had a pretty hard time. I just wasn't in the mood to write anything. During the last months all my animals have died, my best friend of 20 years whom I already borrowed 5000 Euro decided to steal from me, and I was really unlucky - now I'm expecting up to five years in jail.
And I missed the sale again, although I wanted to buy something for luck
Whatever... it's not out of the world, just more expensive now
Unfortunately I can't post a real review for MIR, because I didn't get along with it so well. And I don't understand the new instructions completely. Do I have to listen to it 24/7 for long time infections as well or is this new rule only valid for a spontanous infection?
At the moment I'm back to DMSI, but I'm a little disappointed. It's not half as effective as it used to be the first time. It feels less intense, the aura, the celebrity factor, the whole attention. Either it is because of Covid-19, everyone here is reserved and distanced, or maybe it is because I combine it with some youtube stuff, the classic I'm always after, shorten your philtrum, unfortunately not available here.
Btw, I just read the thread about the competitioner who tries to copy the printed scripts.
Maybe it has been discovered already, but a few days ago I saw someone in the dark net on Pirate Bay, who uploaded about 30 of Shannons Subs, mainly the earlier stuff, lots of 3G things, a few 4G as well. My notebook doesn't support the torrent system, so I couldn't download them and find out, what it really is, but I'm sure there is a lot more to find if someone really wants to. I've also seen requests on message boards where people offer to give a competitor's work in return for AM6 or DMSI
I really don't know what would be best for me now, staying with DMSI or buying the new EPHRA or something for luck...? Or stick to the philtrum/lip thing and leave everything else aside for a while?
Intuitionally I tend to luck, because I will need it for my trial and for any communication with my former best friend... On the other hand a more active social life and a few new people wouldn't be a mistake either, but then again I doubt that any sub would be able to create new connections during the Covid-19 time. It's really strict here, and everyone is obeying the rules. No wonder, almost everyone knows a few people who have died, so they are all careful.
My biggest hope with DMSI now is that it will make me less scared, to a degree where I can finally learn to astral travel without being held back by fear. Our German expert No 1 just published a new book on this topic. Unfortunately his personal training weekends can't take place at the moment because of Covid-19, but maybe the book will finally help me to make some progress after15 years of trying it in vain. But so far all I get are horrible nightmares where I'm involved in plane crashes, falling out of fairground rides or being attacked by zombies or animals with withered body parts.
Sorry for the negative post, but right now I have to deal with a lot of annoying stuff and I feel all alone. My second best friend is in the hospital as well, suffering from a complicated nerve inflammation, an infection caused by SARS, and my mom's dementia is getting worse as well.
I can't think of anything positive that might happen one day, and I'm sure these weird times will get worse during the next months. At least I have everything here to leave... not planning it yet, but it is good to know
