• My natural perfume changed from not really noticeable (at least for myself) to a really beautiful smell I notice quite often.
  
• Feeling of a warm, cozy blanket around me every time I listened to DMSI.
  
• Sometimes for a while, there was a very warm feeling coming from the inside of my body, heating me up.
  
• I was in a light trance most time, at least it felt like that, a little disconnected from the world around me.
  
• Absolutely no dreams during listening days, although I used to be a heavy dreamer, even before EPHRA, and remembered lots of them. In bloom dreams were coming back immediately, but only nightmares so far. Sleep quality is a little worse since the beginning, I don’t feel really recovered and fit. But no big deal, I have enough time to sleep at the moment, day and night.
  
• Short episodes of sad and desperate feelings, mostly loneliness and fear when I thought of my financial difficulties, more fear when my mom’s dementia came into my mind, because it’s getting worse at the moment – but overall a calm feeling, positive, not becoming stressed out by pressure from people, and lots of compassion for others. The only feeling that was constantly bothering me: Out of the blue I’m desperately wishing for a boyfriend (not only sex), although my last one made me a happy single for 5 years until DMSI. (By the way, I never ever had a relationship based on love [I turned 39 two days ago], because I never had a crush on a person who was interested in me as well. I had three partners who loved me, whereas I only liked them, hoping for love to grow, but it never happened. My best friend [though married to someone who loves her like crazy now, because she’s afraid of getting old alone] has the same history, and thinking about the two of us makes me believe that mutual love is harder to find than a suitcase with a million dollars. So wishing for a relationship based on love and looking for a boyfriend is something I never ever wanted to do again, because it’s hopeless and will only lead to tears and desperation. Well, I guess if this wish is really caused by DMSI and not just coincidence after five years alone, I will find it out over time. Hopefully I won’t have to stop running it, because here I would definitely need the healing that has been taken out. FRM is definitely not enough to deal with this issue, no matter how good the version is.)
  
• People in my vicinity seemed to be uber-polite when I was running errands, and even so when I was driving, waiting at the end of a narrow road and letting me pass first, or letting me filter into a queue after driving it past almost completely on the wrong lane (not nice, I know).
  
• My singing voice became much smoother, it sounded a lot better, and my talking voice was softer and more emotional as well. Definitely increased vocabulary, new words were coming into my mind easily, and I wasn’t using the same old phrases everyone has in his standard repertoire.
  
• Handwriting was a little easier (a common struggle for those with lyme disease), my signature looked smoother.
  
• Hunger and thirst increased by about 30 %. So far no weight gain, but that’s no surprise for me. Since stage 3 of lyme disease I’ve been losing weight constantly, because the parasites are eating everything: fat, muscles, connective tissue.
  
• A huge drive to clean my rooms, sort out old clothes, get paperwork done, finally sell the stuff that’s been on eBay for months, even if I have to give it away at a large discount. This drive included cleaning my Macbook and the small devices, deleting old files, archiving others.
  
• A desire to dress better, more elegant, to wear nicer shoes and underwear when I go out, even if it’s less comfortable.
  
• My mom and I went for a walk. My mom praised a three year old girl we were meeting on the street for walking at a good pace for her age. The kid literally froze and stared at us, even after we started walking away into the opposite direction, and when her dad finally managed to make her move, she turned around five times and said goodbye to us each time. Never experienced something like this before, although my mom is talking to children a lot when we are outside.
  
• Since in bloom, I rather felt ghosted by most people. I had to run errands in the city center, passing by lots of strangers, but not much interest so far. But I have to admit that the majority of them were women, and the rest was looking at their smartphones, hardly realizing the people around. Same today in a doctor’s waiting room, all eyes on smartphones.
  

Quote:@Benjamin  Wow, I didn't know that there are so many spammers. Actually it didn't take that long, I just felt like I waited forever, because my first attempt to register was never answered. I checked my mail and spam folder every day, but I never logged in and after a while I assumed that it must have been rejected and tried it again with the other address. The rejected one has the ending .net, and it happens a lot that it is not accepted on message boards.

Yes, using the one I ordered from would have been the easiest, but it contains my full name, and I didn't want to make it visible for everyone.

(03-16-2020, 04:55 AM)marykate Wrote: snip

A few questions @Shannon

I was considering to buy either MHS or MISR, so what would you advise concerning the following issues:

#1 lyme disease, stage 3, currently Buchner protocol (herbal), works definitely, but could work better. My immune system is pretty much down to zero due to the long time on antibiotics.

#2 the corona virus that I'm much likely to catch sooner or later due to weak immune system

#3 I'm in the process of getting laser treatment on three ugly tattoos on my torso, two of them quite big. They are causing problems after every session, are getting infected, although I use antibiotic ointment, and are taking forever to heal. Instead of a few weeks (usual time span) I have to wait 3-4 months, until I can do the next session. But I want this stuff to be done as soon as possible, because with infected, half-bleached tattoos that are disgusting to look at I can't start the webcam job, and it don't want to postpone it for maybe another whole year, just because of the laser treatment.

So which one of the two would be the better option?

Quote:#1 lyme disease, stage 3, currently Buchner protocol (herbal), works definitely, but could work better. My immune system is pretty much down to zero due to the long time on antibiotics.

Quote:#2 the corona virus that I'm much likely to catch sooner or later due to weak immune system

Quote:#3 I'm in the process of getting laser treatment on three ugly tattoos on my torso, two of them quite big. They are causing problems after every session, are getting infected, although I use antibiotic ointment, and are taking forever to heal. Instead of a few weeks (usual time span) I have to wait 3-4 months, until I can do the next session. But I want this stuff to be done as soon as possible, because with infected, half-bleached tattoos that are disgusting to look at I can't start the webcam job, and it don't want to postpone it for maybe another whole year, just because of the laser treatment.