11-29-2020, 10:45 AM
Stage 4, Day 20
I feel like Stage 4 has awakened something in me. It's still just a faint spark at the moment, but it's there. Along with it, my sex drive has increased. It's partly physical, but more emotional. As I type this, I can feel strong sexual desire emanating from the center of my chest in spite of the fact that my wife took care of "that" just a couple of hours ago.
In spite if this, I'm increasingly becoming of the opinion that I should've run OF 5.75G or E4 prior to running LTU6. It feels like I'm trying to get a jumbo jet up to take off speed using a jungle as a runway...not exactly ideal. There's just too much drag. I feel like it needs a clear path considering the breadth of what it's attempting to accomplish. It's possible that I'll feel differently after Stage 7, but this is where I am now.
My head feels a little bit loopy today. That's not uncommon when I switch to the Ultrasonic format like I did last night. Sometimes I switch it up on the weekends when I'm anticipating some sexy time.
I feel like Stage 4 has awakened something in me. It's still just a faint spark at the moment, but it's there. Along with it, my sex drive has increased. It's partly physical, but more emotional. As I type this, I can feel strong sexual desire emanating from the center of my chest in spite of the fact that my wife took care of "that" just a couple of hours ago.
In spite if this, I'm increasingly becoming of the opinion that I should've run OF 5.75G or E4 prior to running LTU6. It feels like I'm trying to get a jumbo jet up to take off speed using a jungle as a runway...not exactly ideal. There's just too much drag. I feel like it needs a clear path considering the breadth of what it's attempting to accomplish. It's possible that I'll feel differently after Stage 7, but this is where I am now.
My head feels a little bit loopy today. That's not uncommon when I switch to the Ultrasonic format like I did last night. Sometimes I switch it up on the weekends when I'm anticipating some sexy time.
