11-26-2020, 02:47 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-26-2020, 03:20 PM by ncbeareatingman.)
Shannon,I've been meaning to run this by you for months and by the time I get here,its already a past thought....that is I have this deep fear,that if I have all the money I want, all the things to get my thing on in life,that I'll be bored sh*tless.
Like agonizing boredum fear, Fear of Un-bearably bored.
I Know OF was working on that amoung other fears,and Im shure the reason its remembered to bring it up is MY use this day of USLM v4.2,helped me to remember to bring this up.... Im not expecting an instant 'cure',instant fix..... I feel like USLM v4.2 is working on this via the success,FRM 4.9 combo...love that its doing its work.
It may seem crazy to our conscious mind, but thats one of my deepest fears around having a lotta money and success. for me... however rational and irrational this may be... I believe that my subconscious, in an effort to keep me 'safe',prevents such events as being success and abundantly wealthy, from happening is to keep me 'happy" which isnt the case at all. not at all,of course.
awareness is the first step in remedying the problem/impedance/road blocks.
The positive is that I have been aware of this for quite some time and have worked on it and obviously,
#2_ That I AM indeed aware of it going on
#3) And its being worked on.
Means solutions can be founds,things can be resolved over time.
Plus with USLM synchronicitie's have started to clearly show up,today,, without conscious effort.
Like agonizing boredum fear, Fear of Un-bearably bored.
I Know OF was working on that amoung other fears,and Im shure the reason its remembered to bring it up is MY use this day of USLM v4.2,helped me to remember to bring this up.... Im not expecting an instant 'cure',instant fix..... I feel like USLM v4.2 is working on this via the success,FRM 4.9 combo...love that its doing its work.
It may seem crazy to our conscious mind, but thats one of my deepest fears around having a lotta money and success. for me... however rational and irrational this may be... I believe that my subconscious, in an effort to keep me 'safe',prevents such events as being success and abundantly wealthy, from happening is to keep me 'happy" which isnt the case at all. not at all,of course.
awareness is the first step in remedying the problem/impedance/road blocks.
The positive is that I have been aware of this for quite some time and have worked on it and obviously,
#2_ That I AM indeed aware of it going on
#3) And its being worked on.
Means solutions can be founds,things can be resolved over time.
Plus with USLM synchronicitie's have started to clearly show up,today,, without conscious effort.
Sherlock-your're an amazing fellow,Watson.Though You,yourself,not luminescent, you're an amazing conductor of Light"/"Loving You ,Heals Me"-an-NDE'er.""Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting."-Trust is abouve ALL else!!"Money,does NOT change people,it ONLY reveals them!"
