10-25-2020, 06:58 AM
I don't know if it's LTU, but personally i'm feeling very disgusted by how I live my life. I'm motivated to move passed a lot of bad habits but this comes with facing an old foe which is my laziness. Going to the gym for example is such an effort, i'm almost physically restraining myself and saying out loud 'I don't want to' as I put on my gym wear and step outside the door. I really don't know what LTU has to do with this, I can't seem to feel anything particularly out of the ordinary and I've been in this place before - pre subs.
It's a weird place to be. It's pretty miserable, but at the same time I feel a kind of sick satisfaction from the suffering.
It's a weird place to be. It's pretty miserable, but at the same time I feel a kind of sick satisfaction from the suffering.
