10-03-2020, 04:27 PM
Stage 2 can be summed up in 1 word, exhausting.
The stubborn part of me is fighting and loosing but it's been hard the whole way through. I've been very tired and the days off are arent getting any better in that respect. There has been mountains of insecurities and I feel them every day, not to mention my brain is fried and it's been affecting my work and time off. I feel not like myself and I'm hoping this is for the better in the long run. I still feel parts of myself that are uncooperative, but at least im not stonewalling.
For me fasting helps change and the effectiveness of subs so I'll be trying a fast and maybe thatll help as well.
The stubborn part of me is fighting and loosing but it's been hard the whole way through. I've been very tired and the days off are arent getting any better in that respect. There has been mountains of insecurities and I feel them every day, not to mention my brain is fried and it's been affecting my work and time off. I feel not like myself and I'm hoping this is for the better in the long run. I still feel parts of myself that are uncooperative, but at least im not stonewalling.
For me fasting helps change and the effectiveness of subs so I'll be trying a fast and maybe thatll help as well.
