On to the 11th cycle now. That's more than 1/3d of the journey. I didn't believe in myself to stick with the subliminal for as long as I've stuck with it, but there's a long way to go yet. It's hard to assess. or rather, I am unwilling to assess the results to a deep depth. But I can say, without a doubt, that the quality of my life has dramatically improved. In the sense that I am a much more happier and stable individual now.
A few weeks ago my mind deemed it impossible to overcome all my fears. Now, flash forward, I am starting to believe it is possible. It still seems a ridiculous notion, but achievable.
My energy levels are the best they've ever been, except today, but then I haven't managed my sleep well. This shall pass. I am vocal about my thoughts and re-enforcing the line right away when someone tries to cross it. As a matter of fact, I stood against some people I've been meaning to all my life. Not with the intention to pick up a fight or demean them, but calling them out on their absurd thought process especially when it involves me. But despite my best intention, I still do need to find some finesse when it comes to that.
There's a sense of novelty all around me. As if I am viewing the world from a different set of lenses altogether. It's fresh, it's exciting, and it is filled with content. I am pondering upon a success lot of lately and what it would mean for me to be successful. What I always thought I need to be successful is turning right on its head. There is no doubt that my next subliminal is going to be UMS2, and my upcoming enterprises are my first priority. But I don't believe I need to be filthy rich to be happy. Or need to work my bones out to a level of productivity I can be "proud" of. Or for that matter, have sex with a myriad of women to consider myself worthy. But of course I wouldn't shy away from either of it.
I am bogged down with procrastination issues on some days, and putting my foot down on the petal and accelerating hard and fast on other days. I am traveling to another city next week and might have to settle there itself if conditions favor me with work and business there. We'll see.
Life's good.
A few weeks ago my mind deemed it impossible to overcome all my fears. Now, flash forward, I am starting to believe it is possible. It still seems a ridiculous notion, but achievable.
My energy levels are the best they've ever been, except today, but then I haven't managed my sleep well. This shall pass. I am vocal about my thoughts and re-enforcing the line right away when someone tries to cross it. As a matter of fact, I stood against some people I've been meaning to all my life. Not with the intention to pick up a fight or demean them, but calling them out on their absurd thought process especially when it involves me. But despite my best intention, I still do need to find some finesse when it comes to that.
There's a sense of novelty all around me. As if I am viewing the world from a different set of lenses altogether. It's fresh, it's exciting, and it is filled with content. I am pondering upon a success lot of lately and what it would mean for me to be successful. What I always thought I need to be successful is turning right on its head. There is no doubt that my next subliminal is going to be UMS2, and my upcoming enterprises are my first priority. But I don't believe I need to be filthy rich to be happy. Or need to work my bones out to a level of productivity I can be "proud" of. Or for that matter, have sex with a myriad of women to consider myself worthy. But of course I wouldn't shy away from either of it.
I am bogged down with procrastination issues on some days, and putting my foot down on the petal and accelerating hard and fast on other days. I am traveling to another city next week and might have to settle there itself if conditions favor me with work and business there. We'll see.
Life's good.
