09-29-2020, 03:59 PM
So today I feel very emotionally clear. Like a burden has been lifted off of my shoulders. I noticed it last night when I was listening on earphones. I still had feelings of not good enough and unworthiness pop up from past experiences but I do feel like I made some progress last night. I can't wait to see where I will be in 8 months.
Another thing of note. Today I had some grilled chicken and rice for lunch takeout today at a Vietnamese restaurant. When I was at home eating it, its like I lost my appetite or something and didn't find the food appetizing anymore. I don't know if it was the way the chicken was cooked or what not.
Tonight I had some baked chicken and rice and I had the same loss of appetite feeling. I ended up having some vegetarian lentil soup that I could eat without issue. There was some mild nausea in both cases today.
Could this be program related somehow? Maybe the Detox module at work?
Another thing of note. Today I had some grilled chicken and rice for lunch takeout today at a Vietnamese restaurant. When I was at home eating it, its like I lost my appetite or something and didn't find the food appetizing anymore. I don't know if it was the way the chicken was cooked or what not.
Tonight I had some baked chicken and rice and I had the same loss of appetite feeling. I ended up having some vegetarian lentil soup that I could eat without issue. There was some mild nausea in both cases today.
Could this be program related somehow? Maybe the Detox module at work?
