Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 5

[Shannon]

Shannon, I've been feeling so drained over the course of Stage 1 LTU and getting a lot of heating up. I've ascribed this to DRS because i've always sensed negativity directed at me, but this is a lot.

I've also been having some strange 'visions' of unpleasant entities hanging around me, particularly spiders. They come as kind of realistic images flashing in my mind. If my imagination is producing these I don't know why, FRM?. I don't feel afraid but i don't like it either.

Drained is potentially a combination of DRS, spending a lot of energy working towards all these goals at once, and possibly trying to resist.  Heating up is almost certainly DRS.  

I don't know what the visions would be.  Maybe your subconscious is trying to communicate that it's afraid.  Aside from that, I don't know.